After all these, the trust seems to be lessen up,
there will still be trust coz i wanted to but still,
i am prepared to get whatever shit i am going to get.
I am a person who gives up easily,
everyone knows i guess but for now,
I am not going to give up
and rather put in more effort and trust,
i can say that the effort i put in is still not enough.
from what peng said, "must set your heart and prepare to get hurt if not you will get hurt a lot a lot."
but whatever i replied him is not true which means that i still get hurt even i said i wont.
no more of this emo-ness
now let me talk about other stuffs (: ~
arghh season training starting soon
i need time to work, need more money luh !!
if not i cant even support myself, how to even support her.
but too bad, waterpolo is a commitment
and money is just an external object or even an object to hurt people.
guitar is my passion and i wont give up on guitar even though people said i got no talents
or whatever shit i will get, the moment i decided to get that 3.6k guitar although not very expensive coz my guitar teacher mad kiddo .. got more than dont know how many 10k+++++ guitar,
i decided that i will not give up guitar and finish the whole thing and be better than my teacher !
tonight will be running and swimming
aww i love monday training nowadays (: ~
coz last time when there is training on monday, it sucks coz swim like dog..
while now still got running
HOO ! burn more fats !!
this small part is dedicated to my dear phone:
you are small
yet you are strong
a drop from height wont kill you
the previous memories of yours
all are gone
now start everything anew.
it is running on new windows mobile 6.5
and say bye bye to windows mobile 6.1 !
YIPPIE (: ~